Failed back fusion

really upset as had a failed TLIF back fusion grr

Failed TLIF bone graft

only get like 1/3 bit of bone graft in

TLIF cage still waiting

TLIF fusion back operation

bless inwent from car band as numbness in feet as of nerve damge and compression . S1-L5 needs to be fusioned together and hated i mean hate back operations anyway they are like being shot with a shot gun as obviously the surgion pardon me but dyslexic so my gramma is a tad bad as words and letters move and turn a bit but you all would have to learn about that as it sounds silly but hayho if you tell the college yoir retarded then they gove you like 25% more time . and disabilitys umm a bit linger lol ,anyway band from riding my bike so im super angry grrrr . taking me a few weeks to get over that letter from the surgeon anyway on morphine and strong medications like benzodiazipams and all medication says dont lloyd dont so umm i love to work i really do its why i went to a disabled colleg but inhave got to be sensible as things can get expensive if my back drops me to my knees and inhave like a ten thousand pound clock in my hands umm what do you lot wish me to be doing some kind of commando role to protect the clock.lots of paperwork involved and money and bills everything is expensive and i feel proud of what inhave done and seen and had theough my hands truly inhave made alot of people smile over the years but honestly i have had bone and ligaments cut away already umm one will get it fused and o have to think about my eyes as of sailing and water sports and ultraviolet light my eyes in the heat or near dust or chemicals play up to so one is being good and honestly had MRI and doctor and surgeon would clip me across the head if i went out on my electric bike lol and plz no means no so that means no knocking on my door. yes i loves to and have loved each and ever clock as i have treated them like people. i have met some lovly people and coowee amazing houses truly some places i went would blow your socks of boom lol anyway i will show you my eye and obviosly waiting on another back operation of ever inhave seen a good excuse to rest its a good excuse osnt it and if i talk a load of guff and rubbish please excuse me as obviosly medicated and i will apologose if i have offended you but inhave ADHD and if i think it i say it or type it as thats me black and white of somthing is rubbish then yep i will soon say its shit lol pardon my bad languge there anyway i was overdosed by well pharmacy and inget hallucinations as well when medicated up and stressed so umm kind of snookered my self a tad me :-(

Waiting on another operation now grr a TLIF back fusion sorry doctor says to all my customers no sorry 😢

Have a think of the back please 🙏 sorry it was not my fault 🤦🏻

Eye issue as well so have a think about that doing clocks

B.H.I clock&watch repair sorry fixing my self :-)

show the world somthing beautiful shall i as coowee i carry ober 200 stiches on my body and multiple broken bones . but fixed 1000s of clocks & watches in my time. so look at like £80000. in qualifications boom funny isnt it as truly worked my socks of but painis pain and laws are laws. and its wromg for me to break the law .

So onwards it’s like a little personal war of mine going on in Lloyds little bubble world

so i think o have explanned everythinh as sensabke as possibke . of i pick the phone up to one person honest the phone goes balistic . so inhave ADHD and dyslexia as well and have very well educated my self but it upsets me as i like working but i habe got to keep to standards like i said to the B.H.I standards must be kept and to pit my self in danger to start with is wronh isnt it . i have health and safty in workshop and office practices to be dealing witb chemicals when you cant garantee if the back is going to drop me , you lot mighy find the gambke funny but the gambke can go upto like £80 thousand pounds for me of i drop a proper decent clock . i habe done the best of the best of clocks and proud of all i have done , over 15 years i have only had probably 3-4 naa say 2 customers who didkt want to pay or wait i tell all my customers disabilaties back and ADHD and dyslexia and inhabe worked for professors and massive land owners and people who own 100s of houses and they have all been happy with my behaviour so ot was very hard gettimg qualified in engineering and B.H.I when dyslexic but it is possable if you grab grab grab for your dreams you can get there honest and meet some wonderful people along the way . i told my teacher many thanks for lettimg me do my B.H.I in clocks and watches as yep disability college i went and he will love that i have a MRI showing what i said to him i had beatiful isnt it when you tell the truth .